am i lost....or looser??

....dun want to be even 1 of them....but all i know now, is ....when i get sleepy while driving, just just let him in...in my mind....when i bored doing works, find him...remember him...when im down....over3x down, i just need him....caqll him n hear his voice...talk with him....seems like he is evryting 4 me..but is he d rite 1?? he is d 1 who alwayz make me smile..laugh..n even cry!!! y must i alwayz crazy bout him.....huhuhuuuu.....only God knows.....